my chest heaves
with what feels like emotions
but i know it is just air
expanding my chest
i wish it were your love instead
my chest heaves
with what feels like emotions
but i know it is just air
expanding my chest
i wish it were your love instead
will you hold my heart first
before you hold me in your arms
or will you use physicality
instead of words to tell me how you feel
but this society doesnt let me read them
your feelings in your arms
because great passion has been taught
to mean great leaving
and how can i trust
that from these lessons
you are apart
and will not leave
my heart jumps at a vibrate
i trained myself
to associate my phone with your love
but my phone doesnt love me
and neither do you
you can be strong
you can love again
you don’t have to believe
because you are
imagine cutting me in half
head to toe
just a clean line straight
from the middle of my forehead
to my inner intersection
i would fall
one side here
the other side there
— that’s how i feel when you leave
cleaved in half by your words and my actions
half of me is a melting puddle
while the other half of me plants seeds
will i water my potential
or will i drown out my possibilities
you told me i was heaven
and then you left
do you not want heaven
or do you just not want me
my emotions drip around you
hug down your sides
ripple off your curves
they fully envelope you
i like to think of it
as a warm blanket
wrapped around you
snuggly love
please dont think
that it is suffocating
or overwhelming
and that you cant get away
because as easy as i drip
and as easy as i hold
i can disappear
and i can vanish
vaporized and redrawn
back within me