left out love
i left out my love
and it festered and it wilted
it started to smell if i am quite honest
but that is okay
because decomposition begets rebirth
and now that rank odor
is within my veins anew
sparking new synapses and electrifying my life
Tag: falling in love
gravity
i think i understand why they say
it only comes once in a lifetime
for ive spent lifetimes already
just waiting for the idea of you
and here you are in the flesh
wrapped in light and love
and you are so much more
so much more than my hopes
than my comprehension
than my wildest thoughts
to let you go
would be to gamble
that the earth doesnt circle the sun
that the moon doesnt orbit the earth
that the strongest gravity doesnt pull us together
no, i’ll take the safe bet
and follow you into the unknown
jigsaw souls
is it too soon?
is it too quick?
i think youre inserting time
into a place it doesnt belong
instead i’ll answer you this
it feels like the solution to my soul
like a monumental exhale of relief
when youre near
why would these things ever have to do with time
when the universe is finally placing two jigsaw souls together
a new home
what is the point of living
what is the point of breathing
beyond spending my time
buried beneath your skin
all the tomorrows
i love you
my fingers trace on your back
i love you
my insides scream
i love you
my body hums
not just today
and not just tomorrow
but all the todays
and all the tomorrows
i don’t but i do
babe
i love you
i know that i dont
but i know that i do
the way your fingers
trail down my ribcage
touch so soft
that it shatters my heart
the way your skin
silks against mine
like something exotic
yet so precious
the way my insides shred
at the mere thought of contact
even though its days
and miles away
first
first it was your hands
that betwixt me
i often thought and craved
daydreamed and hummed
about how they felt
those warm fingers caressing
those firm palms tantalizing
your hands were my salvation
your hands were my undoing
your hands were everything that is good and holy
i fell in love with your hands first
then i fell in love with you