hey followers!

the poet here is in a fresh, new love

i apologize for being absent these past months

but allow me to please share with you these deep emotions i have been feeling

encouragement will return soon too!

thank you ❤

you’ll always be enough

you can be strong
you can love again
you don’t have to believe
because you are

i don’t but i do

babe
i love you
i know that i dont
but i know that i do

the way your fingers
trail down my ribcage
touch so soft
that it shatters my heart

the way your skin
silks against mine
like something exotic
yet so precious

the way my insides shred
at the mere thought of contact
even though its days
and miles away

first

first it was your hands
that betwixt me

i often thought and craved
daydreamed and hummed
about how they felt

those warm fingers caressing
those firm palms tantalizing

your hands were my salvation
your hands were my undoing
your hands were everything that is good and holy

i fell in love with your hands first
then i fell in love with you

halved

imagine cutting me in half
head to toe
just a clean line straight
from the middle of my forehead
to my inner intersection
i would fall
one side here
the other side there

— that’s how i feel when you leave